Blog Episode 107: "I'm walkin' on sunshine. Woooaaaaahhhh, and don't it feel good, hey!"
So, it has been a while, what has changed?
Well, there was this girl that I met online a while back who goes to the school I left, after a while, we really got to know each other, and one night...she and I really got together, lol. Yes, this observer has a girlfriend. She is so wonderful, and sweet and kind, and sexy. She has awoken this sexual side of me I haven't seen, or even thought existed. She makes me feel like I matter, and that I am great, and well...I realize that now, that night she and I came together, gave me so much confidence in myself that I could satisfy a woman's desires. Well well!!!
So, what about the other girl?
Ah the other girl. Hmm, well, there will always be a spot in my heart for the other girl, and I will always care about her, but the other girl doesn't want me. So I am ok with it. I wrote her a song, and sounded like an idiot when she confronted me about it. Sure I think she is still great, and who knows what will happen down the road, but right now, I am in love with another, and she makes me happy. I would still love to hang out with the other girl, if she would still love to hang out with me, because she means a lot to me.
So, I am happy now...So I go on, observing and learning the crazy things about this world, all I need now, are my close friends and my love behind me.